i m cot in a dilemma.bleah.sarks manzxzx

so nywae...i finalli startin to understand my timetable luhh.yeah!one problem down,a few more to go!hahas!nothing much happen todae larh.foun out tt my partner is lyk..supasupasupa enthu n stuff!!hahas.quite scry sittin nxt to her luhh;D n i foun out her name is felice nt fe-lice.
oso foun out tt most of e ppl in my cls r either non christians or dun care tt dey r christians n lyk to over use omygod.so lyk every other sentence has a omygod in id.ahwells.
auditions for cca startd todae.i h8 auditions.&interviews.hatehatehatehatehatehate.
hmm..apperently my tuition gave me a anitchristian bk abt sum mind&body&peace thingy.dun get y ids anti christian larh.

on a completely different note.a few of us gurls wer tokin abt dis gurl hoo onli go to chuch bcuz of her frens there.n i start thinkin to myself..if i had lyk absolutely zero frens goin to chuch,wud i stil go or wud i lyk..pon id everywk.n i start wonderin if i really m a christian or juz another poseur.dammit.confusion.i hate confusion can...bleahs;ahh..i tink i confuse myself much DDx

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